Difficult Day

It's amazing the range of feelings one can experience in just a single day of this cancer journey. 

  • Discouraged 
  • Afraid 
  • Betrayed 
  • Damaged 
  • Invaded 
  • Powerless 
  • Misunderstood 
  • Jealous 
  • Hopeless 
  • Doubting 
  • Angry 
  • Confused 
  • Lonely 
  • Exhausted 
  • Dependent 
  • Guilty 
  • Denial 
  • Trapped 
  • Determined 
  • Fierce 
  • Connected 
  • Loved 
  • Hopeful 
  • Grateful 
  • Alive 
  • Blessed
Today seemed disproportionately loaded with the earlier part of this list. Shed some tears and prayed as a family. Hoping the distractions offered by Valentines day will help us to balance the scale toward the latter. Definitely engaged in a spiritual battle. Prayers appreciated. 

Leaving for Houston next Tuesday (Feb 19.) Haven't finalized transportation yet. Have appointment with transplant doctor, surgery to place a port and Brentuximab infusion. Hope to be back home Saturday.

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